voices reign in me. insight overpowering my thoughts.
i m doubtful about my tomorrow, fearful of the incomings.
wondering what will happen the next minute.
therefore, i wish to pin on to the present,
hoping that time would stand still.
but deep down in my heart, i know i will never be alone.
putting my trust and hope all to Him.
knowing that His wings would covered me delicately.
seeking & praising Him whenever my emotions leads me to.
the Him i always love and serve is always with me.
i love you, my God.

here i m back for blogging. (: miss me ya, blog? haha. okay, i m being square here. being busy lately with lots of stuff. not long ago, ive found a job at Spaggedies as a part-time service crew. & this indeed has make my schedule even more hectic. but it was a challenge to manage my own timeplan. training myself to handle hustling time & to overcome my exhaustion. (: & kudos to Joshua for the job.

one week ago, i attended 3days of Benny Hinn's Conference as a choir performer. singing lots of praise and worship hymns. the songs we sang was enchanting. it led my heart drawing more closer to God. (: all thanks to Michelle. it was, indeed, a great choice to join the choir. we, choir, experience alot from God. the touch from God. & the wonderful experience & feeling that God has part with. i never felt so much before. from this 3days of conference, i felt alot. especially the Chinese from China. they are really soldiers of God. although their church had small manpower but they had great faith in their hearts. this had absolutely soften my heart. i m so touched by them. (: healing session was incredibly awesome. lots of people get healed & even their hearts was saved. truly, through science and wonders, God could draw all men. (: the last day of the conference was the most unforgettable day for me. double anointing from God to the choir. it was so overwhelming. the holy laughter, the manifestation & the tears shed. i never had these before. i want more from You, Lord. (:

TPoly has finally started school. & it is so dreadful to go back to school. i dun want to study my new subjects. i cant see any good study those subjects. esp Fire and Life Safety Management. i m not going to be any fire woman, anyway. urgh. moreover, my class is split. the only FDM class that has splited. urgh. how saddening it is. i truthfully hoped our friendship will still be burning till the end of the last year. (:

okay, a post for 11 April! (:
and guess what? its already the sixth month i accept salvation! (11/11)
which implies that i have been a christian for half a year.
woah. that is so amazing. time flies really fast.
& i can still remember the time, me & huizhen, went down to alter call.
it was like only yesterday. & i really missed that period of time.
i never regretted going down. because i know God has already planned it before i knew it.
since then, why should i defy His plan? i love Him! & He is my abba Father. (:
moreover, i m truly thankful to Xm, who is the one who brought me to church. without her, i wouldnt have once again found my destiny with God. and my life wouldnt be so perfect again. thank you, my dearest gal! (:
super duper early breakfast with huizhen again. *munch munch* (;

the big EASTER has finally ended last weekend. & this is my first time celebrating Easter Day as a christian. the feeling is so amazing. especially the Easter drama which shows apparent details of Jesus's life on Earth. i m totally stirred up by how Jesus scarificed for us, common people. the willingness of Him to take up all the pains & sufferings from people which have no relation with Him. And now i m serving a living God. a God that share my sorrows & happiness which i dun deserve all of it. thanks U, God!
& thank you for my friends that have come for Easter Day! (:





photos of that day! ~

somehow i just cant figure out.
all the spoken words, all the written words,
it does not show from what i see.
i m confused! but i dun want to speak of it.
i dun feel hurt. i m just disappointed.
if u are not brave or willing, just stop & leave.
i wont plead or beg, i would smile (:
but i will support u no matter what
so have faith in yourself.
& i will be waiting for that words u confess to come true (:
cheers <3

been lazy blogging for this week. lots of events had happened this week. (:

Apparently, there was night cycling around Sembawang on wednesday. but before we even cycle out of Sembawang, Eleanore met a minor accident. she fall from her bike due to some balancing problem. but, thankfully, she didn sprained her arm. just bumps and cuts. in the end, we went back to Eleanore's house & play monopoly. how child-like are we. hahaha! (: had lotsa fun playing esp laughing at cedkoh's lame jokes and kiddish actions. hahaha! & dear cedkoh, i m nt the one who make u hurt ur pinkie toe! is YOU who bump into me. anyway, sorry lar. partly my fault too. Overall, had truckloads of fun with them :D

The next day, i was extremely exhausted due to the sleepless night the previous day. but i still manage to pull myself up to meet my PriSchoolmates's outing at Sentosa. had lotsa fun with them. we played soccer, volleyball & some waterball games. (: they are still as lovely as they are. thanks, guys (: rush down for discipleship & prayer mtg after that. and surprisingly, i reached there earlier than what i thought. discipleship & prayer mtg were good! fall asleep immediately when i reached home. zZZ

Benny Hinn's last choir practice was held on last friday. its was fantastic & we sang well with angelic voice. was super tired after that. thank God, dad came to fetch me home from Aljunied mrt station after that. (:

Pst Mark Conner's svcs was short & impacting. his preaching title on Sat was "How to connect to God?" and on sun "How to grow as a christian". his message was really helpful to me, as a young christian. it teaches me the way to lay a strong foundation in the kingdom of God. & i found out that i connect God through a Charismatic Style. (: fellowship after svc. it had been ages since i had fellowship with them. & had tremendous fun with them (:

& lastly, HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!


two of my best pals in priskool (: Fiona&Deirdre