voices reign in me. insight overpowering my thoughts.
i m doubtful about my tomorrow, fearful of the incomings.
wondering what will happen the next minute.
therefore, i wish to pin on to the present,
hoping that time would stand still.
but deep down in my heart, i know i will never be alone.
putting my trust and hope all to Him.
knowing that His wings would covered me delicately.
seeking & praising Him whenever my emotions leads me to.
the Him i always love and serve is always with me.
i love you, my God.

here i m back for blogging. (: miss me ya, blog? haha. okay, i m being square here. being busy lately with lots of stuff. not long ago, ive found a job at Spaggedies as a part-time service crew. & this indeed has make my schedule even more hectic. but it was a challenge to manage my own timeplan. training myself to handle hustling time & to overcome my exhaustion. (: & kudos to Joshua for the job.

one week ago, i attended 3days of Benny Hinn's Conference as a choir performer. singing lots of praise and worship hymns. the songs we sang was enchanting. it led my heart drawing more closer to God. (: all thanks to Michelle. it was, indeed, a great choice to join the choir. we, choir, experience alot from God. the touch from God. & the wonderful experience & feeling that God has part with. i never felt so much before. from this 3days of conference, i felt alot. especially the Chinese from China. they are really soldiers of God. although their church had small manpower but they had great faith in their hearts. this had absolutely soften my heart. i m so touched by them. (: healing session was incredibly awesome. lots of people get healed & even their hearts was saved. truly, through science and wonders, God could draw all men. (: the last day of the conference was the most unforgettable day for me. double anointing from God to the choir. it was so overwhelming. the holy laughter, the manifestation & the tears shed. i never had these before. i want more from You, Lord. (:

TPoly has finally started school. & it is so dreadful to go back to school. i dun want to study my new subjects. i cant see any good study those subjects. esp Fire and Life Safety Management. i m not going to be any fire woman, anyway. urgh. moreover, my class is split. the only FDM class that has splited. urgh. how saddening it is. i truthfully hoped our friendship will still be burning till the end of the last year. (:

okay, a post for 11 April! (:
and guess what? its already the sixth month i accept salvation! (11/11)
which implies that i have been a christian for half a year.
woah. that is so amazing. time flies really fast.
& i can still remember the time, me & huizhen, went down to alter call.
it was like only yesterday. & i really missed that period of time.
i never regretted going down. because i know God has already planned it before i knew it.
since then, why should i defy His plan? i love Him! & He is my abba Father. (:
moreover, i m truly thankful to Xm, who is the one who brought me to church. without her, i wouldnt have once again found my destiny with God. and my life wouldnt be so perfect again. thank you, my dearest gal! (:
super duper early breakfast with huizhen again. *munch munch* (;

the big EASTER has finally ended last weekend. & this is my first time celebrating Easter Day as a christian. the feeling is so amazing. especially the Easter drama which shows apparent details of Jesus's life on Earth. i m totally stirred up by how Jesus scarificed for us, common people. the willingness of Him to take up all the pains & sufferings from people which have no relation with Him. And now i m serving a living God. a God that share my sorrows & happiness which i dun deserve all of it. thanks U, God!
& thank you for my friends that have come for Easter Day! (:





photos of that day! ~

somehow i just cant figure out.
all the spoken words, all the written words,
it does not show from what i see.
i m confused! but i dun want to speak of it.
i dun feel hurt. i m just disappointed.
if u are not brave or willing, just stop & leave.
i wont plead or beg, i would smile (:
but i will support u no matter what
so have faith in yourself.
& i will be waiting for that words u confess to come true (:
cheers <3

been lazy blogging for this week. lots of events had happened this week. (:

Apparently, there was night cycling around Sembawang on wednesday. but before we even cycle out of Sembawang, Eleanore met a minor accident. she fall from her bike due to some balancing problem. but, thankfully, she didn sprained her arm. just bumps and cuts. in the end, we went back to Eleanore's house & play monopoly. how child-like are we. hahaha! (: had lotsa fun playing esp laughing at cedkoh's lame jokes and kiddish actions. hahaha! & dear cedkoh, i m nt the one who make u hurt ur pinkie toe! is YOU who bump into me. anyway, sorry lar. partly my fault too. Overall, had truckloads of fun with them :D

The next day, i was extremely exhausted due to the sleepless night the previous day. but i still manage to pull myself up to meet my PriSchoolmates's outing at Sentosa. had lotsa fun with them. we played soccer, volleyball & some waterball games. (: they are still as lovely as they are. thanks, guys (: rush down for discipleship & prayer mtg after that. and surprisingly, i reached there earlier than what i thought. discipleship & prayer mtg were good! fall asleep immediately when i reached home. zZZ

Benny Hinn's last choir practice was held on last friday. its was fantastic & we sang well with angelic voice. was super tired after that. thank God, dad came to fetch me home from Aljunied mrt station after that. (:

Pst Mark Conner's svcs was short & impacting. his preaching title on Sat was "How to connect to God?" and on sun "How to grow as a christian". his message was really helpful to me, as a young christian. it teaches me the way to lay a strong foundation in the kingdom of God. & i found out that i connect God through a Charismatic Style. (: fellowship after svc. it had been ages since i had fellowship with them. & had tremendous fun with them (:

& lastly, HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!


two of my best pals in priskool (: Fiona&Deirdre

out of a sudden, i feel like blogging about my sister.
no idea why i wanted to. maybe for fun & amusement. hahaha!
leng, dun blame me. blame urself for bullying me so much. (:

OLIVIA LOW LING SING is my younger sister.
who doesnt looks & sounds like me.
she more into the boyish side. man-like, i can said.
hoho! she is abit annoying sometimes.
how annoying? u must be wondering.
i shall not elaborate to you. it is up to u to imagine what she does.
it is somehow terrible to live with her occasionally. esp when she having moodswings.
ear-piercing shouts & blaring laughter. ohmygosh.
sometimes i m quite contented with myself that i can live with her for so long. hahaha.
i m really a superwoman! hahaha!
Despite all the crazy things she done in my life, i still LURVE her.
she brings joy & happiness with her madness when i m down.
we have a heart-to-heart talk before we sleep.
all the times we spent together are pleasant. thanks, sister! (:

i just want to remind those who have brother/sister that siblings are someone who we can trust&love. although sometimes they can be quite irritating, but they are someone who will never be separated from us. no family is formed when part of the family members is gone. that is the reason why we should cherish them (:
when our parents is busy, our siblings are the ones who accompany us & talk to us. overall, they are our true companion at home. love to understand them & cherish them. i believe the bonds would be stronger in the family if we learn to love one another. so learn to love them from now. (:

i have Faith in You! (:

was excercising the past few days for the upcoming EMErge compeitions,
or saying just only 2days.
& it was wholly, killing me.
muscles all over my body is aching; my thigh & my arms
ouch. it even hurts now when i m bending down.
anyw, i m not here grumbling & complaining about excercising or proving myself fragil.
the main aim was to shout out to everybody to start working out often but not rushing at the last minute. Fatiguing is the result of it.
however, exercising with my group of teammates was truely merry fun!
we played basketball, volleyball & even practised passing ball.
exceedingly, i felt that we have better chemistry & closer bonds now than then.
to my opinions, this is an important factor that a group must have.
GO, TEAMMATES! :))
having sore eyes this few days.
must be due to the polluted air surroundings.
it makes me looks like a zombie out in the streets.
cos it tends to make my eyes looks so tiny. argh.
God, get rid of my reddish eyes.


the champions :DD

Pst Phil Pringle was on Singapore this weekend.
and his message was 'Moving in the power of the Spirit'.
if a believer want to increase his/her faith in God, they had to move with the Holy Spirit.
cos God sees our Faith.
through our faith, God will guide us through to the light.
Faith comes within the heart
heart leads to POSITIVE decision.
but, the brain leads to NEGATIVE decision.
therefore, use the heart instead of the brain for solutions to a problem.
cos God works through the heart, not the brain (:
learn to stay open and create room in the heart to let God enter in our lives.
& thanks for all the heartfelt talks we have on saturday.
sincere yet comical. hahaha :D thanks, Girls!


jessica&me (:


mejoanzhen&sis (:

shopping with huizhen this past few days.
not really a few days =x actually is just one day
anyw, it causes me to burn an ultra big hole in my pocket.
DOROTHY PERKINS, TOPSHOP, etc...
but, thank God, i sign up for their membership and it make me pay lesser.
and partly because of huizhen, i got a $10 voucher. hahaha.
thanks, gal =)

through all the heart-struggling,
i learn to be more independent inside.
not closed-up. but learning to control myself.
and i thanked God for teaching me that =)

Youth meeting was held yesterday.
and it was uber fun. thanks for all the entertainments =DD
my group, BON JOVI, didn get much chance for the mic.
but we still had a merry time together & it is enough =)
and yea, we are the ROCKERS !!! =DD


Sisters of N337 ' lovesloves


me, zhen & elea <<33

i m still wondering...
why i m the one who get all the hurts and pains...
i hate being myself. its tough, real tough.
no one can understand my feeling i having every minute...
all the years, i have been putting a smile on my face.
but deep inside, strugglings and strugglings...
i really want to spurt out all my thoughts and emotions...
but i cant... i cant...
something is hindering me...
and i have completely no idea of it.
God, relieve me!

my family
my first cell group that God put me in.
As i believe God put us in that particular family
so that we could fellowship with them & love them.
learn to forgive&forget when they did something wrong
& believe that they have their own reasons behind their every actions.
and trust them with all our heart.
afterall, they are the ones who wrapped up our lifes.
& the ones who brought us to this world.
a special love can only be share among the family.
and this makes the world a happy place to live.
occasionally, challenges does arise in the family.
the solution to it depends on how each family faces it together.
but after every challenges and tests, there will be a happy ending to it.
resembling a rainbow after a horrendous storm and thunder.
Simply, live life in a postive attitude & nothing hard will be conquest =)
ILOVEMYFAMILY!!!! =DD

something amazing happened ytd!!! :D
and i m pleased and amazed by it.
thank you, GOD!!! u are the Lord and Saviour :)
carry on with your persistant. i will be there.

a lot of thoughts and doubts are running around my head.
but i know i had to control it.
there are things that are just not meant to say out
or it had to wait to be answered.
but essentially, i still choose to believe what my heart says.
let the heart rule over the body but not the brain.
nothing can sway my decisions. and i m glad about it.
Let my Faith govern me :)


love them *muacks :)

i m back from my one week's main exam~~ =DD
this one full week is mega STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!
all of my brain cells has been destroyed & i can now feel an emptiness in my head.
in the sense, my head feels lighter now. :)
& woohoo~ my holis is here!!
i have yearned for its arrival since the past few months.
and now, i m thinking what m i gonna do for this holis.
work?play?travel?study?!
oh nevermind, i believe God will have wonderful plans for my holis.
shall see how it goes :)
and josh, will be waiting for your lobangs :P


me&huizhen; specs nerdy :D

lalalalala ~~
Chinese new year is here.
and sadly, this PIG year is not as fun as last DOG year :(
DOG year has been a marvelous year to me. & i m missing it.
moreover, i recieved more hongbaos last year than now.
i have no clue of why.
but anyway, CNY is still far away before it ends. GONNA MAKE IT THE FULLEST! :)

the first day of CNY
woke up ard 1plus. and it was embarrassing.
because it was my Aunty who woke me up to give me hongbaos.
get reprimanded by my Mum after that. urgh.
anyw, hongbaos collection was good. all of my Mum's family came down to my house to BaiNian.
my grandMa also gave me a red packet. havent unsealed it yet. i will do that when CNY ends.
it takes alot of discipline and heart-struggling, okay? haa.
it was around 6plus when all of my relatives left. & we felt emptied.
so we decided to went k-boxing with my mum & my sis.
its been ages since i went karaoke. but, the feeling is still massive :)
went to esplanade & clark quay after that for strolling.


mum, sis&I *loves

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR' 07!!!!

To everyone :

- Xin Nian Kuai Le

- Xue Ye Jing Bu

- Gong Xi Fa Cai

- Zhu Shi Da Ji

- Shen Ti Jian Kang

(For ur information, they are in hanyupinyin.)

Stay Blessed & Happy for the whole year!!! :)

mybestestbuds~ ur rawks my world!!

i want AngBaos!!! NOT THIS!!!

SEAN, who spoilt the pic! LOL! kiddin'.

vivian&berlinda :)

the spoiler of the day! And its ME! :P

There’s a miracle of friendship
that dwells within the heart
And you don’t know how it happens
or where it gets its start
But the happiness it brings you
always gives a special lift
Any you realize that friendship
Is God’s most perfect gift.


mingfong&me


shan&me


me&zhen


the sisters *


HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

the month of February will pass very fast to me.
why? cos lots and lots of events is held this month.

• VALENTINE'S DAY
• CHINESE NEW YEAR

and lastly, MY MAIN EXAM!!!!!
now, i m struggling my time to have revision. but its kinda hard for me.
alot of work has to be done first. e.g REBUS project, TBP project, etc.
its blowing my mind.
Lord, u are my strength and i know i can count on u.

CSI - Crime Scene Investigation was held on last sat.
all of the teams were running around the whole estate of Simei under the big, sunny sun.
it was extremely tiring. however, the game was escapade!
due to time constraint, it had to be shorten. anyw, i still had great fun with my grp F members.
after the game and svc, we had the gifts exchange between the bros and the sisters.
it was moving. keep on commiting to God, N337!
prayer meeting the next day was wonderful. we changed our common seats to the seats at the center of the hall. and the feeling was totally different from our usual place. it was overwhelming :)

it is not a sin to be creative and innovative e.g fashion design, make-up, etc
being a christian is a way of enjoying life too.
non-believers normally thinks that christian way of life is going to church and reading the bible.
this cynical thinking of christian should be erased. why?
Our God is creative and colourful. therefore, He created this world! and the rainbow :)
if He is not, the earth would be black and white just like the filmstrips.
dull and monotonous.
but He is not, he provides us with talents and gifts,
so that we are able to add colours to His earth.
thus, we need to impact the outside world by the talents of what we have.
i desire to be part of the rainbow (:


CSI group F


via,me&zhen *lovelovelove

CNY is coming!!!
oh man, and i just simply looking foward for it!!! :)
AngBaos, here i come!!!