okay, projects are piling up higher and higher each week, the load are getting heavier and the dateline is becoming shorter. argh, do tp lecturers have any sympathy on us, those poor little students? how i wish time will just freeze and stop there...
/bish
wake up! back to reality, please.

i am back with a brand new blogskin. which surprisingly bumps into Karen's blog. mmm, probably the dancing classes makes both of us think alike. (:
finally, i have completed my reggae I class. and got a certificate out of it. yeah! i am so proud of myself. despite missing 2 lessons, my efforts have finally paid off after 2 months of practicing. and i simply cant wait for the next reggae II to start..

Gwyn's birthday went successfully well last Friday. everybody managed to give her a surprise b'day celebration. Happy Belated Birthday, Gwyn! a series of programs were put up for her. the drama goes first. & cedrickang take charge of writing the script about Gwyn's life. and the whole drama act out really hilarious. esp cedrickang's role. after the drama, N362's sisters sang a song to Gwyn. it was harmonious and sweet. there were also foods prepared for us. and also by us. we enjoyed ourselves that day. oh ya, & photos were taken too. (:

jamming yesterday. it was the second time we jammed. to an extent, we improved. not alot, but abit. taking steps little by little, success is achievable. (: keep on rocking, clash!

loving me is not your will but in your blood. i am forever with you.

I got a new laptop of my own. Yeah! :DD

Happy Belated Birthday, Olivia! :D

Finally, my internet is back again.
spiders are crawling all over my blog. so dead.
dad went to activate the internet yesterday.
and it was sort of a birthday present for my sister. thanks Daddy. (:

Lots of exciting and interesting things happened the past few weeks.
More of God, study grades improved, earning money opportunites, etc.
Thank God for every blessings. I am so blessed now.

there is no down-ness with Him.
whenever i am down, He is high and mighty.
when i fall, He pulls me up to His side.
never leaves and forsake me.
giving me strength to face my challenges.
not much talking can show how much my love for You.
I Love You.

mum has went back.

i miss her so much now.

the talk we had yesterday

was so different from other times.

she has changed, totally changed.

i will always keep you in mind.

Mum, i love you! (:

last half of 2007 is approaching soon. are your prepared for it? (:
dreadful to go to school everyday has been a daily habit to me.
seeing the same school, same lecturers, same subjects.
how boring life can be.
But for now, i gotta change my thinking and living.
if i always stuck on this same mindset, my life is gonna go to a waste.
as a quote always says: "Live Life To The Fullest"
only when i enjoy myself everyday, every doings i do. my life would then be genial.
there will always be time we met failures and things that make you feel upset.
that is when God came into the picture. & we noticed that we need Him.
He is the only one that we could find rest and comfort & always be there for us.
"For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened." Luke 11:10
Life would be perfect with Him walking beside us. nothing could come against us and pull us down. if there is one live that i could live for, i would live it for Jesus.
so i would say: ' Live Life To The Fullest With Jesus'.
((:


saw these words on a photo frame when i was in Huizhou. (:

mum has come back from Hongkong last Friday.
it had been a long time ever since she came back to Singapore.
and she said she really missed Singapore's food alot.
went mother/daughter shopping today with her.
and we really had a fun time together. even better in Hongkong.
i am so happy that she is back to her homeland.
& this afternoon mum, dad and both of the Low sister have lunch together.
and we talked alot over meal today.
i am so blissful. its been a long time my family have lunch together. (:
so wished it was like before. the old times...
i believe time will show itself. (:

and oh, Happy Birthday To Esther! =D

Yoohoo, i am back from hongkong! ~
during the one long week, i missed Singapore so badly.
the people, the food & the place.
nevertheless, i still enjoyed myself in Hongkong alot. (:

mum is getting older and older. it pains me to see her working so tough and tiring there.
how i wish she could come back with me to Singapore.
so that i could take care of her. but she is still as loving and sweet as she was.
i am Glad that i got to spend a fruitful time with her. miss you, mum! (:

mum&pooh.

a trip to hongkong is never arid and dull.
in hongkong, there are lots of food and of course, shopping.
this time round, we did not shop as much as the previous time.
mostly, we ate and ate and ate. dim sums are the best!
not to forget Hongkong Disneyland.
it was quite a memorable trip. all the rides and games and activities.
and of course, Disney characters! Mickey&MinnieMouse, WinniethePooh, etc.
they are a collection of aborable&lovable characters. lovee them lots. (:
& rightly, there are also ugly&evil ones like the pirates! haha.
they scared visitors on the pathway with their 'fake' weapons. how childish is that. haha.
alright, i shall let the photos do the talking.




lovee DONALD DUCK the most! he is so cute!
& that is myself with the minnie mouse hair band. ("


via, mickeymouse & me, minniemouse. oops, acting like a mouse, but fail.

it was a pleasant time in Disneyland. (:
and we saw a big magnificent dollhouse.
my sister and i loved it alot.


grandious, yea? (:

went huizhou for the last 2 days of my trip. and once again, we did not need to pay anything in huizhou. Huijia&family blessed us with all the expenses there. they are really a kind family. and not forgetting to mention, the food in Huizhou is delicious. argh, miss the paper chicken. & we got to try out the foot reflexology. it is not as painful as it is in the tv. i dun feel any pain at all. but it was comfortable. (: a wonderful&joyful time in overseas. (hongkong&huizhou) ((:

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pirates in action! [[:

sorry for the late late post for Emerge.
time flies really fast like a shooting star.
in a blink of moment, june has come and Emerge has started.
it was really a mind-blowing experience.
i believe all the youth has gotta something during the 4 days and 8 services.
although no laying hands, but God is still so strong and annionting during the service.
i am more&more on fire for Him now. & even love Him like never before.
God is an amazing God. (:
the trumpets are now in our hands, including my hand.
i am not going to let go of it. & i will do my best for Him&only.
thanks you, Lord. for always walking beside me.
i will always remember the hug. ((:

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N337 rocks! (:

cant wait for the next Emerge! (: God, reign in us!

FLYING TO HONGKONG SOON IN 12 HOURS TIME! (:
i am so excited! this will be a time of testing my Faith.
but i am ready for it! (: seeyou soon! byebye.

back to update! [=
life has been tolerable for me. work, school & church. in fact, i am quite satisfied with my time management. and i hoped that nothing else will come along and spoil the momentum. maybe i should adjust my time to work even more. Spaghetties has been lacking of manpower nowadays. thousand of apologies to them. i just cant switch myself to working mode now. just a few more days, alright? =

last Monday, i failed to went out with my friends to watch "Pirates of the Caribbean III". because i was ill. & i am so contrite about it. we had been planning for an outing for a long long time ago. and this plan always fail to succeed. due to different reasons. but just now, Mingfong has organised another outing together again. Yeah! And i have promised them that i will appear, no matter what. so be assured, mates! ha ha.

the eight beatitudes has beautifully ended last weekend. and all of them, has indeed, tested me as a christian. during the sermon, i see for myself that there are some areas in my life that don't get approved in the Kingdom of God. although the disapproval, God still loves me wholeheartedly as who i am. it touches my heart so greatly. and this deepen my love for Him even more. non-believers would not understand or experience the feeling i go through unless they felt it themselves. only through this way, their life will be transformed and never be the same again. i believe this coming EMerge will completely blow all the youths' hearts away. and i am on fire for it. [=

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DADDY! may you have a blessed year ahead. And earn lotsa lotsa money back home. Whenever you are exhausted, Leng&me will always be right there for you. Stay strong & happy all day long. LOVE YOU! *muacks

day after day, i m confused of what i m doing & feeling.
i cant seem to get hold of my emotions.
indeed, u have really overpowered my thoughts & emotions.
And i m overwhelmed. [=

I'm back to update!
lately, i have been tied up with work and other stuff. but thank God, i m still in one piece. studying while working is really gruelling. I'm beginning to regret of getting a job in the first place now. however, i know i can pull it through. whenever i look at the state of myself, i get motivated. this drives me even more. (:

of course, there are days that i enjoyed myself. last Tue, i celebrated Family Day with my beloved N337 & church. i had tons of fun that day. before i arrived in Expo for the concert & carnival, my dad bought me & my sister to have lunch together. we went to ate prawn mee at Katong. it was mouth-watering. i can even feel my stomach grumbling now. [= after that, my sister & me head off to Expo. i was in awe when i enter the hall. i never see such a big crowd before. it was whopping. people were booking and snatching seats for their friends or family. swimmingly, we were able to grab seats for ourselves. everybody started to shout for joy when the musicians came out and sang praise. the whole hall was vibrating & i can see the enthusiasm from them. [= Sun came out after that. & there were screams all around the hall. she is really gorgeous, looking different from the tvs and photos. cant possibly imagine that she was once a pastor. how i wish to listen to her preaching God's word. [= milk came out in the middle of the concert too. and me, who was once a Energy's fans, went madness. haha. huizhen was even worse. she was super excited when he came out. haha. it was frenzy. [= fellowshipping at Far East Plaza after that. (: & around ten plus, home sweet home.

service on sat & sun was wondrous. PST Kong came back to Singapore! & he preached about the Sermon On The Mount, whenJesus first preached. his message was awe-inspiring & the whole church atmosphere was totally different from last time. it was indescribable. cant wait for next sat. [=






& lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MICHELLE! [=

lessons have started as usual this week. & students are feeling freaking bored & tired about it. maybe not to those year one students. who thinks that poly life are frolic & exciting. this is the classic thoughts when i first came in to poly. however, now it is totally different. i m fretful to go to school nowadays. subjects are not stimulating anymore. lecturers are getting more and more far-out. aw.. it will be a hard time for me concentrating in class now.
on the other hand, working life is getting better and better. somehow i can feel the eagerness in me. it might be bizarre. but at least it is good that i m moltivated to work for money. & praise the Lord for that. (:

took some funny pictures from Candice's phone few days back. & it came out super hilarious. haha. enjoy! ( :



SMILE WITH A BIG WIDE GRIN! ~ ( :

voices reign in me. insight overpowering my thoughts.
i m doubtful about my tomorrow, fearful of the incomings.
wondering what will happen the next minute.
therefore, i wish to pin on to the present,
hoping that time would stand still.
but deep down in my heart, i know i will never be alone.
putting my trust and hope all to Him.
knowing that His wings would covered me delicately.
seeking & praising Him whenever my emotions leads me to.
the Him i always love and serve is always with me.
i love you, my God.

here i m back for blogging. (: miss me ya, blog? haha. okay, i m being square here. being busy lately with lots of stuff. not long ago, ive found a job at Spaggedies as a part-time service crew. & this indeed has make my schedule even more hectic. but it was a challenge to manage my own timeplan. training myself to handle hustling time & to overcome my exhaustion. (: & kudos to Joshua for the job.

one week ago, i attended 3days of Benny Hinn's Conference as a choir performer. singing lots of praise and worship hymns. the songs we sang was enchanting. it led my heart drawing more closer to God. (: all thanks to Michelle. it was, indeed, a great choice to join the choir. we, choir, experience alot from God. the touch from God. & the wonderful experience & feeling that God has part with. i never felt so much before. from this 3days of conference, i felt alot. especially the Chinese from China. they are really soldiers of God. although their church had small manpower but they had great faith in their hearts. this had absolutely soften my heart. i m so touched by them. (: healing session was incredibly awesome. lots of people get healed & even their hearts was saved. truly, through science and wonders, God could draw all men. (: the last day of the conference was the most unforgettable day for me. double anointing from God to the choir. it was so overwhelming. the holy laughter, the manifestation & the tears shed. i never had these before. i want more from You, Lord. (:

TPoly has finally started school. & it is so dreadful to go back to school. i dun want to study my new subjects. i cant see any good study those subjects. esp Fire and Life Safety Management. i m not going to be any fire woman, anyway. urgh. moreover, my class is split. the only FDM class that has splited. urgh. how saddening it is. i truthfully hoped our friendship will still be burning till the end of the last year. (:

okay, a post for 11 April! (:
and guess what? its already the sixth month i accept salvation! (11/11)
which implies that i have been a christian for half a year.
woah. that is so amazing. time flies really fast.
& i can still remember the time, me & huizhen, went down to alter call.
it was like only yesterday. & i really missed that period of time.
i never regretted going down. because i know God has already planned it before i knew it.
since then, why should i defy His plan? i love Him! & He is my abba Father. (:
moreover, i m truly thankful to Xm, who is the one who brought me to church. without her, i wouldnt have once again found my destiny with God. and my life wouldnt be so perfect again. thank you, my dearest gal! (:
super duper early breakfast with huizhen again. *munch munch* (;

the big EASTER has finally ended last weekend. & this is my first time celebrating Easter Day as a christian. the feeling is so amazing. especially the Easter drama which shows apparent details of Jesus's life on Earth. i m totally stirred up by how Jesus scarificed for us, common people. the willingness of Him to take up all the pains & sufferings from people which have no relation with Him. And now i m serving a living God. a God that share my sorrows & happiness which i dun deserve all of it. thanks U, God!
& thank you for my friends that have come for Easter Day! (:





photos of that day! ~

somehow i just cant figure out.
all the spoken words, all the written words,
it does not show from what i see.
i m confused! but i dun want to speak of it.
i dun feel hurt. i m just disappointed.
if u are not brave or willing, just stop & leave.
i wont plead or beg, i would smile (:
but i will support u no matter what
so have faith in yourself.
& i will be waiting for that words u confess to come true (:
cheers <3

been lazy blogging for this week. lots of events had happened this week. (:

Apparently, there was night cycling around Sembawang on wednesday. but before we even cycle out of Sembawang, Eleanore met a minor accident. she fall from her bike due to some balancing problem. but, thankfully, she didn sprained her arm. just bumps and cuts. in the end, we went back to Eleanore's house & play monopoly. how child-like are we. hahaha! (: had lotsa fun playing esp laughing at cedkoh's lame jokes and kiddish actions. hahaha! & dear cedkoh, i m nt the one who make u hurt ur pinkie toe! is YOU who bump into me. anyway, sorry lar. partly my fault too. Overall, had truckloads of fun with them :D

The next day, i was extremely exhausted due to the sleepless night the previous day. but i still manage to pull myself up to meet my PriSchoolmates's outing at Sentosa. had lotsa fun with them. we played soccer, volleyball & some waterball games. (: they are still as lovely as they are. thanks, guys (: rush down for discipleship & prayer mtg after that. and surprisingly, i reached there earlier than what i thought. discipleship & prayer mtg were good! fall asleep immediately when i reached home. zZZ

Benny Hinn's last choir practice was held on last friday. its was fantastic & we sang well with angelic voice. was super tired after that. thank God, dad came to fetch me home from Aljunied mrt station after that. (:

Pst Mark Conner's svcs was short & impacting. his preaching title on Sat was "How to connect to God?" and on sun "How to grow as a christian". his message was really helpful to me, as a young christian. it teaches me the way to lay a strong foundation in the kingdom of God. & i found out that i connect God through a Charismatic Style. (: fellowship after svc. it had been ages since i had fellowship with them. & had tremendous fun with them (:

& lastly, HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!


two of my best pals in priskool (: Fiona&Deirdre