back to update! [=
life has been tolerable for me. work, school & church. in fact, i am quite satisfied with my time management. and i hoped that nothing else will come along and spoil the momentum. maybe i should adjust my time to work even more. Spaghetties has been lacking of manpower nowadays. thousand of apologies to them. i just cant switch myself to working mode now. just a few more days, alright? =

last Monday, i failed to went out with my friends to watch "Pirates of the Caribbean III". because i was ill. & i am so contrite about it. we had been planning for an outing for a long long time ago. and this plan always fail to succeed. due to different reasons. but just now, Mingfong has organised another outing together again. Yeah! And i have promised them that i will appear, no matter what. so be assured, mates! ha ha.

the eight beatitudes has beautifully ended last weekend. and all of them, has indeed, tested me as a christian. during the sermon, i see for myself that there are some areas in my life that don't get approved in the Kingdom of God. although the disapproval, God still loves me wholeheartedly as who i am. it touches my heart so greatly. and this deepen my love for Him even more. non-believers would not understand or experience the feeling i go through unless they felt it themselves. only through this way, their life will be transformed and never be the same again. i believe this coming EMerge will completely blow all the youths' hearts away. and i am on fire for it. [=

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DADDY! may you have a blessed year ahead. And earn lotsa lotsa money back home. Whenever you are exhausted, Leng&me will always be right there for you. Stay strong & happy all day long. LOVE YOU! *muacks

day after day, i m confused of what i m doing & feeling.
i cant seem to get hold of my emotions.
indeed, u have really overpowered my thoughts & emotions.
And i m overwhelmed. [=

I'm back to update!
lately, i have been tied up with work and other stuff. but thank God, i m still in one piece. studying while working is really gruelling. I'm beginning to regret of getting a job in the first place now. however, i know i can pull it through. whenever i look at the state of myself, i get motivated. this drives me even more. (:

of course, there are days that i enjoyed myself. last Tue, i celebrated Family Day with my beloved N337 & church. i had tons of fun that day. before i arrived in Expo for the concert & carnival, my dad bought me & my sister to have lunch together. we went to ate prawn mee at Katong. it was mouth-watering. i can even feel my stomach grumbling now. [= after that, my sister & me head off to Expo. i was in awe when i enter the hall. i never see such a big crowd before. it was whopping. people were booking and snatching seats for their friends or family. swimmingly, we were able to grab seats for ourselves. everybody started to shout for joy when the musicians came out and sang praise. the whole hall was vibrating & i can see the enthusiasm from them. [= Sun came out after that. & there were screams all around the hall. she is really gorgeous, looking different from the tvs and photos. cant possibly imagine that she was once a pastor. how i wish to listen to her preaching God's word. [= milk came out in the middle of the concert too. and me, who was once a Energy's fans, went madness. haha. huizhen was even worse. she was super excited when he came out. haha. it was frenzy. [= fellowshipping at Far East Plaza after that. (: & around ten plus, home sweet home.

service on sat & sun was wondrous. PST Kong came back to Singapore! & he preached about the Sermon On The Mount, whenJesus first preached. his message was awe-inspiring & the whole church atmosphere was totally different from last time. it was indescribable. cant wait for next sat. [=






& lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MICHELLE! [=

lessons have started as usual this week. & students are feeling freaking bored & tired about it. maybe not to those year one students. who thinks that poly life are frolic & exciting. this is the classic thoughts when i first came in to poly. however, now it is totally different. i m fretful to go to school nowadays. subjects are not stimulating anymore. lecturers are getting more and more far-out. aw.. it will be a hard time for me concentrating in class now.
on the other hand, working life is getting better and better. somehow i can feel the eagerness in me. it might be bizarre. but at least it is good that i m moltivated to work for money. & praise the Lord for that. (:

took some funny pictures from Candice's phone few days back. & it came out super hilarious. haha. enjoy! ( :



SMILE WITH A BIG WIDE GRIN! ~ ( :